past is lost

I start to look back at my life,
The photos bring tears to my eyes.
I feel my life was cut with a knife,
I feel things were just byes.

Looking at my dad and mum,
Nan and grandad to.
It makes me feel all numb inside,
My life i have outgrew.

The happy smiley photos,
The family as it were.
The lovely family motos,
I was a lovely cuddly bear.

I see the changes happening,
The smiles now turn to frowns.
The family units ending,
My heart is sinking down x