Tuesday, 11 February 2014

Hidden darkness

Out of the shadows into darkness I will run.
Ill hide away until I see that the better times have come.
Isolated and alone is how I feel most of the time
I sometimes even wish that I wasn't here and with angels of mine.

Ill hide away as long as it takes to become the stronger one.
Until the day im happier I know some time itll come.
Until then ill keep on dreaming as the dream world makes it right.
For now im off to sleep and dreaming in my sleep tonight.

Monday, 10 February 2014

Know im there

Standing in the darkness so cold and all alone.
You took me under your wings and made me feel at home.
Inside I was broken and needed someone to care.
You said to me believe and ill always be there.

You may be broken now but your no longer all alone.
Im here to listen to you when you need to moan and groan.
Ill change your life forever just trust me when I say
Im here by your side no matter what I wont let you go astray

Sunday, 26 January 2014

Why at night.

At night I lie in my bed staring at the sky
I drift of into my thinking state and I ask myself why.
Why do you do this why do you lye and over think
Sometimes I even think it would be better to drink.
Drink would numb the thoughts I have the hurt I feel inside
I hate that I have lost so much of which im now denied.
Why aren't you here with me why did you have to go
I wish that I had the answers I really need to know.

Saturday, 25 January 2014

Understanding

Understanding

Sometimes you need to understand the way some people live.
Support is all they want so support you should just give.
Hiding away scared of being judged it not how it should be.
Try walk in their shoes for a day then you will see.
They are human no matter what sexuality they are they have emotions to.
So why discriminate against them as one day it could be you.
Imagine falling for someone who made your life worth while.
That person happens to be the same sex but they always make you smile.
It doesn't matter what you think of them they are in love like you and me.
Try talking to them and youll realise and maybe you will see.
Gay straight bi or lesbian they are still human beings to
Just imagine if that person you judge just happened to be you. X

Sunday, 20 October 2013

A wave of candle light

Wave of candle light

I join the wave of light tonight because I know a few who should be here.
How they was taken away from us and left us to shed a tear.
Your always in our hearts and that's where youll always be.
Just look down from your angel cloud and from there you will see.
The love that's always here for you and will always stay so close
So tonight I share my candle light for all to see my post.

Thursday, 30 May 2013

Riley babe

You are my little churub my smiley little boy
You make me smile and laugh and you bring me joy
Your a happy little brother to the old two
But they love to play with you now that you have grew.
They love it when your playing and even when you sleep
They can be noisy round you or tiptoe on their feet.
You are the baby brother you have so much to do
Always remember that no matter we all love you xxxxx

6 years grandad

Tonight ill look up at the sky
and look for you shining bright
6 years ago you left without goodbye
I think of the call I got that night
I miss you now like I missed you then
I wish so much I could see you again.
Your my angel and my guiding light
So shine bright in the sky tonight.

Miss you so much grandad wish you was here to see your gorgeous great grand children love you forever and always. Until we meet again fly high special angel xxxxxx