Im fighting with the feelings I dont want in my head.
I wish that I could loose them but in my mind they are fed.
I hate feeling so low that I don't want to be here.
I wish that I wanted to be with friends and family near.
Instead I want to isolate this thing that iv become.
How can I think like this when I need to be a mum.
In the day time I just sit and stare at the crack up on the wall
At night I lye there crying thinking someday my wall will fall.
I cannot fight these feeling I want to feel better and not sad
There's so much to look forward to that's why I feel so mad.
Why can't I just be happy and be normal like them all
Instead im sat here broken holding on to my brick wall.
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