Fighting feelings

Im fighting with the feelings I dont want in my head.
I wish that I could loose them but in my mind they are fed.
I hate feeling so low that I don't want to be here.
I wish that I wanted to be with friends and family near.

Instead I want to isolate this thing that iv become.
How can I think like this when I need to be a mum.
In the day time I just sit and stare at the crack up on the wall
At night I lye there crying thinking someday my wall will fall.

I cannot fight these feeling I want to feel better and not sad
There's so much to look forward to that's why I feel so mad.
Why can't I just be happy and be normal like them all
Instead im sat here broken holding on to my brick wall.

Believe in your dreams

I turned this one into a song

Dreaming is what we always do.
Each one of us including you.
Just think of all the little things in life
Believe in what the future bring

Believe in your dreams
Dreams are the things that you have in life
Believe in your dreams
You are closer to them than you believe.

Dreaming of your own life path
What can I do with my life craft
Believe you can do anything
No matter what your life will bring

Someone

Ever get that feeling that your standing all alone
You wish someone was with you to hear you moan and groan.
You wish you could scream and say I really need some help
Instead your over thinking and keeping it to yourself.

Its hard when you feel like this when your feeling so alone
You wish there was someone who would come into your home
Someone who would just listen and not judge in anyway
Someone to help you out when your going astray

That person you can turn to weather its day or night
You can contact them at anytime without causing a fright
Someone who is there for you no matter what you say
Without that person with you there must be another way.

Broken

My body is broken I have no feelings left inside.
I wish the light would appear its not shining bright.
A tiny little dot is all I can see at this time.
I wish that this would switch off this mind of mine.
Im broken and im hurting I dont believe anything is right.
I just want to close my eyes and say goodnight sleep tight.
I hate it when I feel this way I wish it all was good.
But instead im broken once again like I always knew I would.
Theres no way out from this mind set I need to get away.
Before my thoughts take over and I end up going stray.
I cannot keep this wall up any longer than its done
Its falling all around me im broken and im gone

Hidden darkness

Out of the shadows into darkness I will run.
Ill hide away until I see that the better times have come.
Isolated and alone is how I feel most of the time
I sometimes even wish that I wasn't here and with angels of mine.

Ill hide away as long as it takes to become the stronger one.
Until the day im happier I know some time itll come.
Until then ill keep on dreaming as the dream world makes it right.
For now im off to sleep and dreaming in my sleep tonight.

Know im there

Standing in the darkness so cold and all alone.
You took me under your wings and made me feel at home.
Inside I was broken and needed someone to care.
You said to me believe and ill always be there.

You may be broken now but your no longer all alone.
Im here to listen to you when you need to moan and groan.
Ill change your life forever just trust me when I say
Im here by your side no matter what I wont let you go astray